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Thursday, April 2, 2009

More status.

My taxes went through, so I've got some breathing room. I'm also going to try labor ready again, despite repeated failure down that road.

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Mantra of Power

1. Rise

2. Flow

3. Think

4. Grasp

5. Grow

6. Grit

7. Joy

8. Rage

9. Reign

10. Move

Rough Draft Explanations:

1: To want to burn brighter, means knowing when to push deeper into the fires of despair, to clear more space away for the rebirth. Body horror, Destiny Rot, Shame Cowardice, and Chaos Murder. Take about five minutes a day, to really dwell on, to THINK ABOUT DEATH. To save what can be, in a primal rejection of faliure. To birth new glory.

2: Get your mind right. Whatever you feel right now, let it carry you, let yourself grow the sensation, but twisted to purpose, to take you over. Amygdala. Manipulate self, environment and or task to seed the flow you need. Justice, us vs them, mania, instincts and social pressures. Even a placebo is better than nothing. Heroism for kin. Find and create your kind.

To shave off stress by bringing the mind to an awareness that I am doing exactly what I should be doing, thus making the task itself less stressful, and shaving off anxiety about future inability to do the right thing.

To pick a psychological path of success for that day, discern which path would actually work for that day, and then own it. EMBRACE THE DEPTH of it. Once the correct psychology for the day has been found, hesitancy can be thrown out the window.

3: TAKE 5 FUCKING MINUTES, dude. Mental power is always painful, and so a source of cowardice. False hopes and false fears, as flanking temptations, will forever persist. People react instead of create, wallow in apathy, don't even listen to their own advice. Frequent critical renewal to escape from mental prison. No addictions, no blindness, no cults. No gaining self leverage for the sake of self sabotage.

4: Freedom, satisfaction, joy, mindscapes, pride, prestige, justice. Impactful longevity of soul, deed, and creation. See what you want, map it out with specifics and detatil, bring it into the present moment as if it has already happened. I'm doing exactly what I should be doing. Consume ideas, be curious as to where they came from. VISUALIZATION GREASES THE CHUTE.

5: Evopsych, Neuroscience, bodycomp, experience. Surpassing yourself in these areas is a challenge of chaos, but possible. In the face of unknown unknowns, you MUST retain the power to stop and choose differently. Take intellectual responsibility. ANTIFRAGILITY. FORCE ANY PAIN INTO FUELING LATER GROWTH.

6: If you must then you can. IF YOU FUCKING MUST, THEN YOU FUCKING CAN. There IS a way how, just FIND IT. Cherry on this shit cake, it is actively harmful to resent the fact that dignity and comfort are useless when in the way. If it passes the billion dollar test, then it's within free will. While Wim Hof breathing, find the voided ego equadistant from all measures of identity, immediately before diving into the feelbad.

7: Joy and dangerous play obscures fatigue. What brings joy? Tick's Spoon. MLP. Emerald darkness of elder trees. Mum's smile while holding a koala. Dog licking peanut butter from roof of it's mouth. ABSURDITY. What brings dangerous play? Fucking with people using the truth. SQUEEZE JOY FROM EVEN STONE, OR DON'T BOTHER.

8: Rage applies to everything. Even when created to purpose and yoked, emotions waste beyond intention. The nuances, unnoted, will birth an agony that blinds any attempt to diagnose. HATRED IS A HUMAN RIGHT.

9: From within if not without, judgement is inescapable. However, war sparks profound potential. To dominate displaces criticism with respect, for actions outweigh lies. Find the courage to be pridefully ruthless. Self mastery involves knowing when not to trust the self, like with eros. Knowing when to set up external limits on the internal untrustworthy. KING COCK K-STRATEGIST dopamine deferral for long term rule.

10: Personal inertia is eternal. Many needed and inteligent acts kill momentum. In ending procrastination, leaping before looking can often be for the best; anything to arouse action, to avoid stagnation. Small things matter. The sooner a beginning the better. A million monkeys at a million typewriters for a million years can match einstein; getting the right answer eventually doesn't matter. You are FUCKING graded for FUCKING speed. Is agonizing over something, when you already know what you are going to end up doing, helping you on your speed score? FUCK NO.

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